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30th-Apr-2008 12:56 pm - 7 Year Old Boy Goes for Joy Ride
27th-Apr-2008 06:44 pm - AWAKE O SLEEPER!
I stole this from Matt's post, who stole this from the "Lovers of Truth" post.

 "It is not the time for distraction, but the season for spiritual gains. Who will guarantee us that, sleeping, we will wake up? For this reason let us compel ourselves."
+Elder Ephraim of Philotheou Mount Athos, "Counsels from the Holy Mountain"

 

Be like the bee who thinks everything is sweet!!

 

EXPELLED: Ben Stein's new documentary about why the theories of Darwinism and macro-evolution are taught as incontrovertible facts rather than theories—even with all of their flaws—and whether the theory of "intelligent design" is really an "intelligent" alternative.



 

upcoming: )


 

"But if we try to lift up our eyes, replacing the lies, we own this moment. Truth will not be denied."

26th-Mar-2008 09:23 pm - I admire your comprehension, but I'm failing to find the love in your words.

It's hard for me to honor the things that you say when it is love that never fails.

 

shows. )
19th-Mar-2008 11:57 pm - on falling short

Life and Death
Energy and Peace,
If I stopped today,
it was still worth it.
Even the terrible mistakes
that I have made, and
would have unmade if I could.
The pains that have burned me
and
scarred my soul-
it was worth it.
For having been allowed to walk
where I've walked- which was to
hell on earth,
heaven on earth,
back again
into
under
far in between,
through it, in it
and above

DSC_0605.jpg picture by SarahScandal

*high ISO and f/1.4 combo. all the way back from december!
22nd-Feb-2008 07:21 pm - commit, trust, delight, rest
the only sensible way to love in this world is without rules.


psalm 37 )
13th-Feb-2008 01:43 am
 "Do not be misled: Bad company corrupts good character." 1 Corinthians 15:33
10th-Feb-2008 12:26 am - kudos to little liz
"Who you are today is a product of what you did yesterday. Who you are tomorrow is a product of what you did today...make every second count."


anyways )
4th-Feb-2008 01:58 pm
not a steppin' stone.


Read more... )
3rd-Feb-2008 11:33 am - let me get it, this time around


praying for a better than average semester.
praying, also, this will be it.
28th-Jan-2008 02:12 pm
"i lay in a windowless box, a murderer. pled guilty, found guilty, and left alone. i can hear people, and cars,and windows opening, and power tools, and im tired, anxious , scared , lonely, and wondering. why do we kill the inspired. why do we kill the ones who inspire us? why do all the peace preachers die by our hands. how many more young artist-how many more lovers bodies must be found until we can understand love. to what form do we expect the spirit to take that we wont imprison, incarcerate, or ignore. when will she return and cleanse our souls? i sit on a street in Southampton in a world divided by enablers and addicts and i wonder how many lives have i taken. a quarter of my life spent terrified of the truth, terrified of who i really am, consumed by guilt and unable or unwilling to recognize all the splendor thats here in the wonderful present. if everyone suffers from depression, anxiety , loneliness, sleeplessness, jealously, denial, restless mind syndrome, manic living, manic eating, manic fucking, then why do we take our pills in secret. how much is anonymity worth to you, and how is it different than just being alone? why do we put such a price on life without fear?why is our meaning handed out like free samples, and told truth is hiding anywhere but in ourselves and in each other. we enjoy a public nervous breakdown like the romans enjoyed burning the bodies of the faithful. we are spectators in a ring of death, and dying just the same. a candle snuffed out in a pasture of neon light. what drugs are keeping you alive, happy, focussed,thin,energized, socially secure, numb to pain, numb to sadness ...numb. we are the manic children of a single God few have spoken to or seen,but if you listen really close you can hear her as all the world sobs . she says" you don't ever have to be afraid, because nothing is real except love". then we kill her, and go back to wondering why.
lets not let another person take their life(or have their life taken) before we begin to ask why we choose to live like this. obsessed with and starving for fear and all its by-products,diagnosed and separate from all the other terminal cases.

a-
r.i.p
h.l
h.t
d.g"

x )
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